”That one thing that you’re looking forward to each day..”

What does it feel like waking up in the morning and looking forward to a new day? What does it feel like waking up in the middle of the night just to check if she’s okay? I guess, it’s the best feeling. Waking up, checking your phone and making sure that you put a smile on her face as her day starts.. As I greet her in the morning I always think to myself that this day has to be better, I need to make her feel that she’s that special and she’s that important.. 

Have you ever felt this different kind of happiness that each day you just pray that it will be a better tomorrow? I guess this is what I really feel right now. She makes me happy with what she does, says and how she makes me feel like another kind of person that deserves something better.. I’ve been praying to God that he would help me with all this because I know that He can help me and He will give me what I deserve. I wasn’t expecting my friends to like her and didn’t also expect them to tell me to work this thing out.. I guess she just makes me a whole lot different, a whole lot special and a whole lot happier. 

Sometimes, I don’t feel comfortable when she isn’t happy, I hate seeing her sad, upset or mad. I want all the best for her, I want her happy the whole day, I want her to be the happiest girl in the whole world. I love how she just loves the littlest of things and how she appreciates everything and she really adores all the effort being placed to all the things that has been done. I love how she just says one thing and puts a smile on my face. I also love the fact that she just knows what to say in a certain situation and how she has to make me so calm in my worst situations and how she just smiles about everything. I’m really thankful that God made me meet a girl like her and the fact that He works even when you don’t really expect a lot. 

My best friend told me, “If she makes you happy, then go for it. Wherever you’re happy that’s where I’ll be.” When I heard my best friend say that I wasn’t expecting that kind of reply from her. I had that reassurance that she was okay for my best friend. Well I guess friends will be there to give you the best, will be there anytime you need them. 

I want this to work out, I want this to happen. I am ready to be the reason behind her every smile. I am also ready to be the one that defends her when she’s being beaten down by others. I am more than ready to protect her from all that will be thrown to her. 

-To Infinity and Beyond!-

thediaryofayoungman:

I heard my phone beeping and I’m making myself feel okay and think that it is not you, sending me a message at this time of the day. But there is this little hope inside of me that it is you - wanting to talk to me again.